Today everning so happy o...
bcoz i talking with her...
虽然 oni talk a while...
cant like last time jiang...talk 久久...
but oso 有说有笑的...
hehe......

But oni tat time happy...
now....
haiz.....

i "haiz" not bcoz her liao this time...
is bcoz my eye...

Bcoz......
我......
得了......
红..眼..症........

haiz...
this time not oni one eye o...
r two eye o....
so xin ku lo....
haiz...
sometime will automatic 流眼泪...
sometime will very 痒...
sometime will 痛 lagi......

HAIZ......

T.T

My eye too pain......

Haiz...
yesterday night my eye rili pain o...
bcoz yesterday wo bu shi use laptop to watch movie...
...jiu shi use television to watch tv...
haiz...
pain...pain...pain...pain...pain
so xin ku o...
my eye will automatic cry lagi o...
then i go find 眼药水 lor...
wah...so kasian o...
oni have oredi 过期的
haiz...

many time oredi i use watch tv to let me don think many many...
but yesterday night...i alone at 1st floor watch tv...
i think her again...
so hurt...
tat time i think her...
not think her together with me de happy things...
is think now she together with her bf will how???
haiz...

last time she tell me...
"做朋友就必须忘记以前的感情"
haiz...when i hear tat...
i dont know i can say what...
juz hurt bcoz she oredi can 完完全全当我只是她的朋友
until now...
i still cant 接受她只是我的普通朋友
still will very guan xin ta...
haiz...
i rili not use o...
oni want forget one girl oso like want died...

last time i c her blog...
she oso have say one word...
"开心也过一天, 伤心也过一天;
为何不要开开心心的度过每一天呢?"
haiz...
i oso think like tat...
but i still cant do dao...
bcoz everyday i dou will think her n miss her...
something i think she together with me de happy things i will happy lar...
but when i think she together with her bf...
she hold her bf de hand...
i will very sad n hurt...
也有的时候我想哭但都哭不出来...

haiz...
today my mood beng lai is better de...bcoz morning i chatting with her
i say many thing with her...until i very happy...

but after i c her blog...
i start eat vinegar...
bcoz everyday she write oni her thing n her bf de thing on her blog...
havet other...
but last time she together with me...
one thing about me oso din have write on her blog...
oni 20.7 tat day have...
but oso oni a little bit..

haiz...
i know...i oredi havet 权力 to eat her vinegar
bcoz i not her bf oredi...
but i still will eat...bcoz i still love her

haiz...
after i say about this things on msn with her...
she say y i always blame her...
i oso dont know...
juz feel very bu tai...
i do many thing for her oso cant 得到 her true love...
but now...
i dont know her bf got do what for her la...
but he can 得到哦...

haiz...
last time i do many thing for her...
juz xiang let her know...i rili love her...
hope she will 珍惜 me...
havet other 要求...
but until finally...
oso is brake...
haiz...

she say "难到爱一个人不是付出多少都是无所谓的吗?"
听来像是很有道理...
但我觉得
爱一个人付出很多, 是为了要得到对方的真爱
但我就连这个都得不到...
i rili feel i very stupid lo...
haiz...

haiz...may be is me 太看不开了
may be i oso have wrong i oso dont know...
haiz...

miss miss miss n miss

Haiz...
oredi 1a.m more le...oso bu xiang slp...

haiz...
y i today always think her n miss her de leh???
haiz...
juz now i xiang ply msg with her...
but dont know want say what with her...
xiang guan xin ta...but now she oredi no need my guan xin liao...
haiz...

y she will like tat???
who can answer me this question???

last time i together with her our very very very sweet de lor...
oni one tissue oso use together...
go throw rubbish oso want hold hand go throw...
n oni one smaller smaller biscuit oso want eat together o...
y cant continue this sweet leh???
sweet oni is a while de???
not forever de...???
who can answer me???????

Haiz...
may be i oso have wrong lar...
haiz...suang le...go slp n think better better larhx...

nitex everyone......

Today de mood ok ok lar...but still have a little hurt...

yesterday night i have a dream....
my dream have me, her, n all my best fren...
we together at eating...
but dont know y...i in my dream oni ply n talking with my best fren...
havet talking with her...

until afternoon
i go 1borneo shopping with my 2nd sister...
she juz like to c girl de shirt....
make i very boring at thr...
so i say with her i go go alone...bcoz too boring liao...
dont know y...i juz go go go n go...
oni go...
nothing to think...
but when i go until tat big door...
i start think...

think what???
think last time i meet her at 1borneo shopping...
our meet at 10.30a.m n meet at tat 'adidas' shop...

then i go to i wait her tat place again n stand at thr think...
i remember tat time i wait for her 3hours o...hehe....rili nget de o...
tat time i still havet hp...so i go go to c whr have telephone awam
rili rili rili nget o...1borneo c like very big...but one telephone awam oso din have o...
but finally i oso wait dao le...
she stand at opposite me n c me...rili rili sweet o...
but rili rili nget too lar...

after tat she come to me here n hold my hand...
tat time rili sweet o...
she hold my hand then say
"Wah...ur hand very cold orhx...sry barhx"
then i ask her..."what time now o"
she take out her phone then give me c...Wah...oredi 1.30p.m
i juz know yuan lai i wait for her 3 hours liao...
haiz...
tat time i not oni feel very cold o...feel hungry oso...

after i think tat...
i rewalk tat time i walking with her de 路线 until cinema...
本来 feel sweet 的我...
...after think tat thing 的我是 feel hurt de...
haiz...
i hurt bcoz now i oredi cant go shopping with her le...
n now she always go shopping with her now de bf...

haiz...lazy write oredi lor...bye......

Haiz......

Haiz...
today is my 1st write my blog...

Haiz...
dont know y...hurt again...
today go wisma shopping with my family...
shopping... shopping...
suddenly think dao...she today will go shopping with her now de bf
start hurt...hurt...hurt...n hurt
i stand at a way then think....
how she shopping with her bf leh?
happy than shopping with me?
together with he happy than together with me?
have many question go out let me think...
yue think jiu yue hurt...

y she can like tat...
she know i very hurt bcoz she...
haiz...
juz now i go c her blog...
write what dear arhx...many thing about her bf...
but me leh???
when she together with me...
she have write about me at her blog? HAVET
she have call me dear arhx...ling arhx...laogong arhx...at her facebook? HAVET
she have write in her msn..."luv u so much"? OSO HAVET
but now she together with he...what oso HAVE...

Haiz...
until this time...i think i c her blog i will not hurt...bcoz i no her bf again...
haiz...
mana tahu...
oso will hurt...
i c...she like very happy with her bf now...
what oso write at her blog about her bf de thing...
but me...lian i help she celebrate her birthday tat day oso havet say dao me...
one thanks you oso havet...
one love me so much oso havet...
but now...her bf bring she go out shopping oni...
oredi can say dao her very happy in her blog...
haiz...
may be i rili...................................

i rili dont know y...
until now oso cant forget she...
everyday will miss she...
may be i rili love her lar...
but oso havet use de lar...now sh oredi love another person...very very very love lagi...
haiz...lazy write oredi...
night lar......