haiz...
today my mood beng lai is better de...bcoz morning i chatting with her
i say many thing with her...until i very happy...

but after i c her blog...
i start eat vinegar...
bcoz everyday she write oni her thing n her bf de thing on her blog...
havet other...
but last time she together with me...
one thing about me oso din have write on her blog...
oni 20.7 tat day have...
but oso oni a little bit..

haiz...
i know...i oredi havet 权力 to eat her vinegar
bcoz i not her bf oredi...
but i still will eat...bcoz i still love her

haiz...
after i say about this things on msn with her...
she say y i always blame her...
i oso dont know...
juz feel very bu tai...
i do many thing for her oso cant 得到 her true love...
but now...
i dont know her bf got do what for her la...
but he can 得到哦...

haiz...
last time i do many thing for her...
juz xiang let her know...i rili love her...
hope she will 珍惜 me...
havet other 要求...
but until finally...
oso is brake...
haiz...

she say "难到爱一个人不是付出多少都是无所谓的吗?"
听来像是很有道理...
但我觉得
爱一个人付出很多, 是为了要得到对方的真爱
但我就连这个都得不到...
i rili feel i very stupid lo...
haiz...

haiz...may be is me 太看不开了
may be i oso have wrong i oso dont know...
haiz...